What are friens for and wat do they mean to u?Well all i can sae is i am juz upset and dissappointed.Hw would u feel when they treat u worse than a dog and when u lookin at tings they juz simpily walk away and when they look at tings u hav to follow them,what kind of frien is tis?when they need u they treat u like a treasure but when u hav no use they simply juz dun care and ignore u.U can sae tat i am petty and cheapskate but y dun u take a look at other ppl on hw much they get a mth,u get 3 or 4 times more den me,your one mths allowance is equal to 4 mths of my allowance.U tink tat 100 or 200 is very cheap but that is wat i hav to live according to, i am nt as fortunate as u so wat if i stay in a hse better den others,the allowance i get is onli 200 a mth i hav to save bits and scraps and nw i hardly buy any clothes or wat so eva i hav to save 2 to 3 mths to buy a 100 dollar plus ting.If u dun noe me well enough u can sae tat i am petty and cheapskate but deep down inside u dun noe me at all,i cant afford expensive gifts and expensive meals i hav to save but still i gave in and although i complained a bit i still gave more den i shld give.I am always dissappointed by ppl ard me i give and give and wat i get dissappointments not once not twice but many many times.Being hurt completely and left in a lurch for myself tat i will neva forget hw i was treated once and embarrassed in front of so many ppl, onli to get more hurt deep down and i begged on my knees but still she persisted and juz didn't care.This is hw much i went through i dun wan to elaborate further and tink wateva u ppl want as long as i know who my real friens and close friens and loved ones are,i want to open my eyes and look for friens and ppl who are real friens and not 2 faced etc etc..... Now i know wat kind of a frien i was to them.
Dun wan sae and type anymore on tis kind of ppl and ppl who hurt me u can juz be your happy self and do wat u wan do and tink wat u wan.I know tat god will give me strength and wisdom in helpin me gettin through tis dun wan be angry anymore.
