After everyting tat i had done i realised tat wat i did and all was just noting to you and it was a wasted effort tinkin that someting will change.It was just wishful thinkin on my part tat tings would change for us all the tings tat i went through although i know tat u will nt feel anyting already i still believed and held on to tat little light.Lookin at u cry,down,sad and not happy i wanted to do tings but i am totally helpless, and angry tat i am nt able to do anyting much less to console u.I know tat being together again will be my wishful tinkin and for a girl memories tat r in the past will be gone one dae and i will juz be a passer-by or juz a normal person in your eyes like wat u said we will nt know wat will happen in the future from wat u sae from wat i feel i already know the answer deep in my heart and tat juz extinguished and kills the little light i hav inside of me.I hate myself for nt cherishing u and scolding u and all and even though the tings that u did to me i still cared and loved u for i cant hate u or juz erase u off from the memory inside of me.whenever i see ppl doin tings or i myself am doin, memories will juz flash past and the hurt will juz resurface.Feelin like a person wif no achievements be it in results or watever it is juz a failure.I just cant do anyting right.

7:26 AM;
I made my mark