After all tat i have been and went through i realised some tings.the first one do not take for granted an answer juz by lookin wif your eyes but u need to use your EARS too.After close friens started opening up to me wat their problems are i realised tat a listening ear is important,do nt tink tat they look happy means they are happy.Look and hear b4 you tink tat is the answer.Lastly girls do nt wan to get physical wif guys too much even when thay are in a releationship cos they wan the releationship to be on love and to last as long as possible and hopefully to marriage.Now i understand wat i went wrong and to move on wif changing my other problems. :D

8:40 AM;
I made my mark

You muz be tinkin tat a guy who has no qualities and noting tat fits u is worthy like a transparent piece of glass.U know wat u hav won u hav won avoiding me and doin tings to hurt me i realli hand it to u.Nw to tink over wat i had done for u and all even selling away tings for a special occasion and this is wat i deserved, i am worse den a guy who 2 timed and in the end still has a second chance whereas me?i dun even deserve a second chance and of all i was given a face like i am a public enemy and someone who juz commited a crime.May u find someone who will be full of qualities tat u like and wont do tings to hurt u and a all-rounder guy.Anywae anyting i do also useless already it was juz a wasted effort and i can see tat u r damn happy wif your guy and girlfriens.All the best to u and thanks for the tings u done.Anywae u wont see my blog or maybe neva even hear b4 so enjoy your life den.Making me helpless and all.

8:11 AM;
I made my mark

After everyting tat i had done i realised tat wat i did and all was just noting to you and it was a wasted effort tinkin that someting will change.It was just wishful thinkin on my part tat tings would change for us all the tings tat i went through although i know tat u will nt feel anyting already i still believed and held on to tat little light.Lookin at u cry,down,sad and not happy i wanted to do tings but i am totally helpless, and angry tat i am nt able to do anyting much less to console u.I know tat being together again will be my wishful tinkin and for a girl memories tat r in the past will be gone one dae and i will juz be a passer-by or juz a normal person in your eyes like wat u said we will nt know wat will happen in the future from wat u sae from wat i feel i already know the answer deep in my heart and tat juz extinguished and kills the little light i hav inside of me.I hate myself for nt cherishing u and scolding u and all and even though the tings that u did to me i still cared and loved u for i cant hate u or juz erase u off from the memory inside of me.whenever i see ppl doin tings or i myself am doin, memories will juz flash past and the hurt will juz resurface.Feelin like a person wif no achievements be it in results or watever it is juz a failure.I just cant do anyting right.

7:26 AM;
I made my mark

I will grow in the word of god and will become a leader as i promised i will increase my faith and believe in god and after tat once i know tat i had improved and changed, i will start to do wat god saes and trust in him. Thanks for letting me know wat i hav nt change ,tis will be one of my new year and 2009 resolution.i will also change tis stupid bad temper of mine and treat ppl nicer!!
Believing and will do it de!!!!Wooooshhhh

4:26 AM;
I made my mark

haha forgt to blog on thursae so blog it nw haha.Went to FL's hse for the countdown haha we had potluck and had fellowship while eatin and played games like poker cards and monopoly haha.As it was too late,we stayed over at her hse.In total abt 7 ppl stayed over haha as some of us can stay awake,we slept on either the sofa or floor haha.Minqi brother so good haha wen tto sleep in Fl's room and somemore gt air-con haha but the air-con was cold haha awhile inside can die liao haha.Had a good chat wif john overnite and he opened up alot of tings to me that i did not know.We talked abt the purposes when we come to christ and to sacrifice some tings that we hav to.Will realli keep it in mind haha thanks bro.OH YAh haha HUI YI helped me wif my no life blog haha spend alot of time choosing which font i wanted so many tings la thought blogging was easy haha but its not haha so hard sia all the lines and words see alreay also GG ah haha heng she helped me haha so tis will be my blog bah haha will slowly learn and improve haha.

6:54 PM;
I made my mark