LOvin u was the time i enjoyed the most though we quarrel often but the love i had was real and i loved u wholeheartedly.Wishin that i could treat u better but rite nw it is all too late.Dun noe hw u feelin nw but u shld be happy bah wanted to call u but the comment u left me "Please leave me alone,before my impression change of u" will keep it in mind and no matter hw much i wan to cor u i will resist and ask GOD for strength for i believe that we will meet again somedae and start over again maybe bah,leavin it all to GODs hands and faith.GOD bless your family and your health.Will nt intefere into your life and give u unwanted troubles and irritations I am sorry for the tings i did and said to u.Wishin u happiness and good results and good health.Stay cheerful always!

9:00 AM;
I made my mark

Seeing her moving on and happy with her life nw. I am happy for her to find the courage and strength.Even though it realli hurts whenever i see her passing by or at a distance visible to me i try to make myself feel happy and to forget her presence.But each time i do tat i deceived myself  and feel hurt in one way or another.Things seem to be goin down the drain for me instead of pickin up and each time i do someting to make myself feel happy it tends to go back like a flashin memory after a few days and it feels worse and worse each time.The feelings i hav for her in my heart is like a constant river flowing unable to put a stop and it will take a very long time to heal and i feel that she is more happy now than when she was wif me, the constant quarrels and there is like more sadness rather than bringing more happiness into her life which i promised.It really really hurts wif each word that i am typing anywae i am just a normal passer-by or rather a total stranger in her eyes.Happy at hw u r doin nw and believing that u are happy nw.

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10:19 AM;
I made my mark