i am sorry for what i did i shld nt hav said that to u.i didnt know that u thought of me that way and it ruined everyting for u.i am sorry

6:12 AM;
I made my mark

Tis holidae is passin by so quickly and soon it will be a new term for me.Will it be a good one or a bad one?Know one will knw the ans but i know tat i can make it a good one all i hav to do is to put in effort and more effort.Through out tis holidae it has taught me many lessons and i will bear them in mind.If onli and If,this word always appears in everyones mind,if onli i could turn back time and If.Turning the time backwards is not possible and forgiveness does nt change the past but i will learn from my mistakes.Worked for a mth nw i tink and workin wif the crew has been a great time and they brought laugher to me no matter is it the hard time or the happy times i will always remember u guys thought we will go our seperate ways after the holidaes.

In everyones lives they will make mistakes but hw much does it take to be given a second chance..

9:50 AM;
I made my mark

OMG more bad news hais i hav to rest for another 10daes?tat is wat he doc told me but he gave me a mc tat covers me untill the end of the mth.I thought ok liao le den he told me tyhe blodd clot still dere so need to rest more ai yo rotting at home untill i wan die le la omg so sad cannot go work and do anyting can onli sit at home and rot haha shall do some readin and blah blah blah will nt waste too much time.JIA you!!my ankle u can do it faster recover many tings are waitin for me haha

11:53 PM;
I made my mark

Feeling so helpless nw tat my ankle ligament is healing nt onli can i nt play soccer,move ard,cook my meals,meet up wif my friens,go to the gym and last but nt least my work at everyting wif fries.Feel realli sorri to them and hw they hav to cover my work when i am nt ard and i am sure that they are damn busy everydae and i cant do anyting because of my leg.Shayne my manager called me todae and asked if i was comin for work but i cant cos when i stand i tend to lean to one side and limp like an old man omg hw suay can i get i realli wanted to go back but my dad asked me to rest at home if nt i would hav asked him to rush me down fell super helpless and as to y tis has to happen to me.I hav also neglected my Vipers team mates and hav not played wif them in a very long time i hav missed many matches nt onli because of work but also i hav to go to my grand parents hse or my cousins hse.

7:28 AM;
I made my mark

Fridae was a shitty dae if i had known i would nt hav put my legs on the line and kena injury damn sian la.It was a damn painful tackle on the ankle and i juz fell down no strength to walk.My ankle swell untill like an ostrich egg the whole part is sore and cover in blu black cant even turn and move the ankle onli the toes can move.Doc said its a torn ligament in the ankle and i will be ok after like 4 daes?hope will be better cos nex fridae gt a match and i hope i will be ok by then.Wanted t work on sat and hoped that my ankle was ok but it is juz impossible i can't even stand up for 5 mins went to give my MC tat dae and so happen i saw GARY lucky ah otherwise i dun noe hw to walk to the back door he immediately ask me to go home and rest cos i was limping quite badly and once i touch the ground it is impossible to stand.

Hope tings will turn out better and everyone to stay happy.

8:09 PM;
I made my mark

haiz i dun noe y but i feel awkward and strange when i am workin haha like i dun belong dere nt realli out of place bah is juz tat i feel left out at times and i can see it.Never mind bah anywae i dun tink i will be workin tat often liao muz take more daes off.

5:36 PM;
I made my mark

What are friens for and wat do they mean to u?Well all i can sae is i am juz upset and dissappointed.Hw would u feel when they treat u worse than a dog and when u lookin at tings they juz simpily walk away and when they look at tings u hav to follow them,what kind of frien is tis?when they need u they treat u like a treasure but when u hav no use they simply juz dun care and ignore u.U can sae tat i am petty and cheapskate but y dun u take a look at other ppl on hw much they get a mth,u get 3 or 4 times more den me,your one mths allowance is equal to 4 mths of my allowance.U tink tat 100 or 200 is very cheap but that is wat i hav to live according to, i am nt as fortunate as u so wat if i stay in a hse better den others,the allowance i get is onli 200 a mth i hav to save bits and scraps and nw i hardly buy any clothes or wat so eva i hav to save 2 to 3 mths to buy a 100 dollar plus ting.If u dun noe me well enough u can sae tat i am petty and cheapskate but deep down inside u dun noe me at all,i cant afford expensive gifts and expensive meals i hav to save but still i gave in and although i complained a bit i still gave more den i shld give.I am always dissappointed by ppl ard me i give and give and wat i get dissappointments not once not twice but many many times.Being hurt completely and left in a lurch for myself tat i will neva forget hw i was treated once and embarrassed in front of so many ppl, onli to get more hurt deep down and i begged on my knees but still she persisted and juz didn't care.This is hw much i went through i dun wan to elaborate further and tink wateva u ppl want as long as i know who my real friens and close friens and loved ones are,i want to open my eyes and look for friens and ppl who are real friens and not 2 faced etc etc..... Now i know wat kind of a frien i was to them.



Dun wan sae and type anymore on tis kind of ppl and ppl who hurt me u can juz be your happy self and do wat u wan do and tink wat u wan.I know tat god will give me strength and wisdom in helpin me gettin through tis dun wan be angry anymore.

3:01 AM;
I made my mark